The Hebrew letter ר Resh is the twentieth Hebrew letter. This letter Resh literally means “head” in Hebrew, but your head or brain is illuminated by אש fire. We have life, we have the capacity of perception, because in our brain is energy, electricity, what we call “Christ,” but right now in us it is Christ fire that is not aware, that is not conscious, and this is the difference. That אש esh in your brain has to be made a aware fire, a fire that has full consciousness of itself, and when that fire in your body and your nervous system, in your head has become fully aware, it becomes Nephesh Chaiah, a “living soul.” It becomes a Tzadik, a “righteous one,” it becomes a Buddha, an enlightened, awakened consciousness. This is Resh, awakened. This letter ר (resh) represents wickedness, as the word for a wicked person רָשָׁע (rasha) begins with a resh. When a wicked person wants to correct their bad behavior and return to being a good person, he goes a step back, there he “meets” the letter ק, which as we said represents holiness. Light occurs because of laws of nature; for us to do it, we require a precise science. It does not happen mechanically, or because of having good intentions, or because we believe. It happens because of cause and effect: laws of nature. We have within us the capacity to do what is right. It is called choice. Sometimes we have to look in the mirror first before we make a choice. Is the choice right or wrong.

Psalm 119:153-160 NIV, ר Resh
Look on my suffering and deliver me, for I have not forgotten your law. Defend my cause and redeem me; preserve my life according to your promise. Salvation is far from the wicked, for they do not seek out your decrees. Your compassion, Lord, is great; preserve my life according to your laws. Many are the foes who persecute me, but I have not turned from your statutes. I look on the faithless with loathing, for they do not obey your word. See how I love your precepts; preserve my life, Lord, in accordance with your love. All your words are true; all your righteous laws are eternal.